Several people already know this, but I'm a straight guy in a same-sex marriage. After 20 years of marriage, my husband realized that he's transgender -- a man, not a woman. Lots of people asked us if we were going to stay married, and I think the answer to that is pretty obvious. You get married "until death do us part." I married my best friend, I didn't marry for sex. I live in an unusual marriage landscape now, in terms of what other people think, but I'm proud to be married to Ian and love him with all my heart, just as I loved the female "incarnation" before. Being trans doesn't change who a person is; they don't suddenly become a "discard."
But that's all only by means of introduction to the issue. See, yesterday Ian happened to be at a gay bar, hanging out on the porch with friends from his LGBT circle. And yesterday, in another state, at pretty much the same time, someone opened fire in a similar gay bar, killing 50+ people. Except for an accident of geography, Ian and I could have hit the point of "Death Do Us Part."
In 1991, I worked on the 96th floor of Two World Trade Center, one of the floors that was hit directly by the planes in 9/11 ten years later. That's only a tenuous link -- I don't feel like I dodged a bullet there, because I was a long time gone -- but it did reinforce that every once in a while you have a direct connection to "large" issues.
We live in Texas. And unlike many people who have made sweeping statements about leaving the country if a Republican takes the White House, we've looked pretty closely at moving to a different state if the executive branch suddenly stops eyeballing what the states are doing with their individual citizens.
But then, and geographically in this case, there's that "until death do us part" issue. I'm proud to be a native Texan, even if the rest of the state seems to have absolutely gone off the deep end recently. I don't like the political or the social atmosphere here, but I've also got a characteristically Texan attitude about it, which is that no one, and that's NO ONE, pushes me off my ground. Not other Texans, not anyone. I stand my ground.
ISIS hates gay people just as much as a big contingent of Americans do, and from BOTH of those vectors I see it as a direct attack on what America, and Texas, actually stand for. I don't have any sort of deep analysis of the connection between a massacre in Orlando, anti-LGBT politics in Texas, working in the World Trade Center, and so on, but I have the same reaction to all of them.
Dig in. Stand your ground. And fight. That's what protects a free society, nothing else. I don't mean fighting on foreign soil, I mean fighting right here, for the country's soul. A free society has an extremely difficult line to walk: protecting ourselves without becoming the enemy. Many of us see the balance differently, and that's fine, as long as we all see that there's a balance. If we ever lose sight of the fact that there is a balancing act, though, then we are lost.
There are going to be several take-aways in the aftermath of this massacre, I think. But whatever they are, there's an overriding message already. Freedom is a matter of "until death do us part." You have to hold onto it to keep it. And it's not just the freedoms you like for yourself -- it's the freedoms you don't like, for people you don't like. It's all connected in a fragile web that other people would love to tear apart.
Don't let go of your people, don't let go of your freedom, and understand that part of the battle is going to be fought on behalf of people you don't like one bit. That's how it works. All of us civilians in free societies are still, ultimately, soldiers. Our militaries try to keep that from happening, but civilians are still the final line of defense. And we have to stick together: Until death do us part. Rest in peace to these Americans who died because they lived in freedom. You were ours, and now you are gone.
Death has parted us.
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Thank you for sharing this, Matt.
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ReplyDeleteThank you very much for this. The Lt. Governor of Texas seems to have taken the side of religious bigotry, which is unfortunate. But standing *our* ground and remembering what it is that makes us strong - that is absolutely necessary. "All that is necessary for evil to prevail in the world is for good men to do nothing."
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DeleteYeah, thanks a lot for sharing, Matt. All the best to you and Ian.
ReplyDeleteThanks for writing this, Matt! It is beautiful and true!
ReplyDeleteThanks for writing this, Matt! It is beautiful and true!
ReplyDeleteThanks for sharing this, Matt. As a fellow Texan, I also appreciate your encouragement to stay faithful to what Texas originally stood for, individualism. Hang in there, buddy, we'll survive this.
ReplyDeleteGod bless you Matt
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ReplyDeleteGood for you and Ian. You got an ally in the North, anytime you need it.
ReplyDeleteThanks for sharing this. Very impressive stuff.
ReplyDeleteGreat post, Matt.
ReplyDeleteHell. Yes. Well said.
ReplyDeleteTears. We stand together.
ReplyDeleteStrong, Powerful and Inspirational.
ReplyDeleteFuck yeah Matt
ReplyDeleteThank you so much for this.
ReplyDeleteBeautiful, strong. Thank you.
ReplyDeleteStay together, stay safe, and stay strong. There are visions of our nation worth fighting for, and visions of our nation worth fighting. I am on your side.
ReplyDeleteWell said, Matt.
ReplyDeleteThanks for sharing your thoughts. I value our friendship and I'm certainly interested to hear what you have to say. Whether it is gaming related or not.
ReplyDeleteThanks Vince! I just try to warn people in advance when I'm about to go off the beaten path. :)
DeleteI had no idea, Matt. Thank you for sharing, and kudos to you and Ian for sticking together through thick and thin!
ReplyDeleteAllan.
So say we all.
ReplyDeleteBeautiful text. Thank you for it.
ReplyDeleteDude. Excellent post.
ReplyDeleteWe are who we are, we love who we love. I feel sorry for people that limit their ability to love based on sexual gratification and are unable to see beyond a limited range of definitions. Thank you for sharing.
ReplyDeleteYou guys should never have to be afraid of who you're married to, or who you love. Nobody should.
ReplyDeleteThis was very helpful for me to read.
ReplyDeleteThank you Matt. I appreciate your insight and your openness.
ReplyDeleteWell said, Matt. Really, really well said. I wish I could have said it as well myself, but now I don't have to; I can just point people to this page. I appreciate and respect what you have to say, gaming or not, and I think its super important that you say it. It's easy to feel pessimistic about things these days. What keeps me and maybe others going are affirmations like yours.
ReplyDeleteThank you for this! I was already your fan before knowing how awesome you are.
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Wow, I thought *my* relationship issues were tricky! But good luck to you, your husband, LGBTQ people in general, and whatever the heck is left of the American dream. And you're a good man for writing this.
ReplyDeleteJust like your S&W rules, you cut right to the heart of the issue and speak the simple truths. Well said on all.
ReplyDeleteI was just today made aware of this post. Very best wishes to you and Ian, Matt, and thank you for sharing this.
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